Vampires And Ghouls

How badly do I wish vampires and ghoulies existed?

Very badly.

I need to believe that there is something else out there unexplained by science or fact. As of yet I have found none.

Some people turn to religion and their belief in god, something I find fanciful and silly, thoughts worthy of a 5-year-old writing letters to Santa Clause in hopes of him fulfilling their dream for the newest Barbie dreamhouse.

I never got mine so I stopped believing.

Where is the proof in the so-called “higher power”?

Everything I have seen in my short 25 years has proved to me that science can explain everything.

Some people have told me that having your own child brings you closer to the higher power, which begs the question:

Shouldn’t I love myself before I try to love another creature?

If vampires and ghosts existed, they would be my proof that something bigger than me existed.

I don’t need a good higher power with hopes of salvation, I just need to know that humans are not the highest level of intelligence that this universe will ever see.

If not, maybe we’d all be better off dead.